Don't drink it like that if it's too strong for you. If you spit it back out you're cleaning it yourself.

[ waver himself isn't used to alcohol either. the smell alone makes him feel queasy, but the numbness that comes with it is good enough to make him forget how disgusting it smells and tastes.

however, the mention of today's disaster makes him lower his gaze back on the glass. ]

I want this whole thing to be over already.